Saturday, August 8, 2015

Terjaga Dari Mimpi Yang Indah

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi, cinta

Terbuai aku hilang, terjatuh aku dalam
Keindahan penantian
Terucap keraguan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhalang kepastian cinta

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas

Masih tertinggal bayanganmu

Yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
Hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
Cinta tak di sini lagi
Kau tlah berpaling

Masih adakah cahaya rindumu

Yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
Aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
Meski ku lihat kini
Kau di seberang sana

Resah kehilangan, hanya akan ada
Jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya
Tak mudah ungkapkan dengan hati
Saat senyum dan tangis menyatu
Semoga cerita cinta ini menjadi kenangan indah nanti

Sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu..

Sunday, July 12, 2015

The Internship : University Of Pannonia, Hungary

The lucky 4 =)

It's been a while since the last post. It was 2 semester back because now I am having my Industrial Training until September.(For 8 months tho =.=) By the way, why the lucky 4? I bet no one ever applied for the same company/institution with their very best friend and they got it. (Sponsored some more :p). Yet, these 4 musketeers are damn lucky to fly all the way to Hungary to have their Internship. Being labeled as nerd dudes by some colic in UTP, perhaps is the main reason why we fly to Budapest(?) to do some researches in University Of Pannonia. LOL! 
In UTP, the students need to finish their "Practical" for 8 months, which divides  the first 4 months for training and another 4 months for an assigned  project by the Supervisor . We are doing the projects by pair with different topics and scopes of study. Surprisingly, we are under the MUSZAKI INFORMATIKAI KAR = Information and Computerization Department. In short, we are dealing with the optimization of certain processes in  Chemical Engineering field/industry. The topics are : 

Seri and I  = The Heat Integration Analysis of Refined Bleached Deodorized Bleached Palm Oil (RBDPO) process. 
Mira and Azreen = The use of P-Graph in Oil Palm Mill and supply chain ( will be verified later)

Prof  Dr Jiri Klemes, our supervisor is a well known publisher of several research papers worldwide, marking the high level of knowledge and education he has. Hence, to carry on something 'small' under his supervision (?) , you should have a daydream. The major challenges is not just the scope of study but also the expectations of the Supervisor himself. At first, "they" thought" we are doing Phd in Hungary. Oh! We are not there yet. Not to mention here they put high trust in us. 

Lecture notes during training period
During the first 4 months, we were asked to attend lectures regarding Heat Integration to embrace more regarding what to focus later in conducting the projects. 

University : View from the 9th floor
Our 'office' is situated behind the main block( administration block). Floor 9- room no (911) err.

Dr Petar Varbanov : Bulgarian Co-Supervisor 
With the absence of our Supervisor, Dr Petar will "take over".

Xia Lu, Jun : Chinese Phd Students
These 2 'ge ge' and 'cie cie' help us a lot during our internship here.  

Prof Jiri Klemes : Supervisor
He acts as a father to us, and he is so welcoming and generous person as an academician (because academician are usually cold to people! hahaha)

SIT Presentation by me : Total Sites Analysis
During the training period, we need to present what we have learnt so far and 'this' will be bring forward in the project. Feel blessed(?) when  our presentation are attended by UTP RIO Vice Chancellor , Prof Dr Rashid. and assessed by both UTP  and  University Of Pannonia's supervisors. 
Lunch Date, from left below : Prof Rashid, Prof Jiri, Prof Suzana, Dr Sharin and Xia

 I am eating with the Prof(s), so can you feel the awkwardness? O.O

Attending several functions of the University, Dinner and etc. 

and now I'm struggling to finish my project. I have less than  2 months to really 'graduate' from the Internship period. I can never forget this moment in my life as it is considered as my high level achievements in my Academic area after my Gold medal in SEDEX (Science and Engineering Design Exhibition) last 30 weeks ^^. Hope that I can get benefit from this, and I am aiming for the highest level which is to produce research paper(s) based on my upcoming projects (SIP, FYP, SEDEX , etc). 

"Have a good day people, live your life to the fullest!"  :)


Saturday, April 27, 2013



I bet all of you guys knew already, what is gwiyomi all about, for those who still dunno, i'll make it clear now, Gwiyomi literally means cute. Based on wikipedia,

''The Gwiyomi Song, or Kwiyomi Song (귀요미 송), is a K-pop single by South Korean singer Hari and was released on February 18, 2013. It was inspired by a gesture from rapper South Korean Jung Ilhoon of boy group BtoB. The gesture is called 'Gwiyomi Player', which became an Internet meme in October 2012 followed by its first appearance on South Korean reality show by SBS MTV named MTV Diary. The gesture has also inspired many Asian netizens to upload their own versions onto the internet.'' (wikipedia,2013)

Erm, I think that could be a brief explanation regarding Gwiyomi, wanna watched it?I do heard rumors saying that this Gwiyomi is something to do with 'Yahudi'. Which to believe is up to you,for me as long as no proof uphold, its okay. Different people have their own perception about this. Some may dislike, some votes up!. So its up to you guys, for me it a good way to entertain small kids, as I did it for my nieces and they enjoy it. The song is perfectly 'mignon '  (cute). I love one of the video uploaded at Youtube, by a girl, I think she is Chinese. She is absolutely  cute,  and thanks to her that I am able to follow those hand gestures demonstrated by her. Let's watch it together! 
Original version : 

Mine was :
 thanks for watching and again, sorry for any inappropriate actions :) 

Thursday, March 7, 2013


this is based on my point of view :)

awal ashari = miki jyj
jisung = annuar ahmad som
akmal fiqri = kang gary

lee heewon= anne elyna

rifky balwel= yusri razak

alflavius = yoseob beast
syafwani = jaejoong
chacha maembong = ralizah

caroline nyandau= emma maembong

eunji apink = aisyah

nurul isni = neelofa

kirana larasati = mafirah
afgan = calvin rigar 

ronaldo = dol
anothai = hasrul

marsha milan = kak anim
suzy miss A = dygku mas 
those non-artist are my fellows and family :)

Monday, December 10, 2012


i am just praised to Allah that I have so many friends that cares about me,..

5th of December : toothache fever+ headache..

  • i dunno why, my toothache on this day is so bad,since I cried like crazy in my room,n eventually let it flooded the room with my tears..tears falls and falls,I were so sad.why not,the pain is too terrible,and guess what,i felt like i have a migraine (one-side headache)
  • 315 am : called Elyna n her boyfie to ask help ; bring me to the nearest clinic.( can I call Utp's clinic a clinic?yes,that's why they din provide corresponding medicine for toothache , think so ..) touched 1st time..
  • thank god, apez (annes's boyfie) got car,so that they can bring me to 7E to find a painkiller ,yeah,they got it, so called '' Hurix's Toothache drop''.it heals a bit,but still, >.<
  • then come back UTP, relieve a bit,happy :) tomorrow----6th , i din go to lecture,not enough sleep lor ,sorry my lecturer's, i din mean it..
  • alwani and wan, my companion,day and night,; (lecture..)called me..touched 2nd time..
  • and you now what,seri bought me jelly and visit me at my room,brought the yummy 'sumi' with all those test papers,assignments and quizzes, touched..for the 3rd time :')
  • those classmates, keep on asking '' are u okay?'' ,asked in tweeter..touched 4th time..
  • fridayy--7th: finishing Pce MEB (mass energy balance with seri at IRC + ) practice for caklempong assestment)
  • saturdayy---caklempong assesment : fine! i like it! :)
  • saturday---finishing FF project!and my groupmate were all awesome! XD
  • sundayy---finishing PCE project with seri :)
  • monday--- submit FF project + PCE project----Test o chem @@
  • in coming weeks : test 2 FF, quiz VC ,quiz PCE ,test IS n bla2,.@@

road to final in 3 weeks time : (27th Dec 2012)

see you in 3rd january ><

Monday, November 26, 2012

ok,if that is your wish.. many things that hurts i'm a bit down..

frankly speaking,i'm so sad lately,i've done such bad job.annoyed others,crying like crazy--deep inside ''who cares?'' no one cares..
i duno why,am i too disgusting in the eyes of YOU?i need someone to talk to,to share,to cry on when i've faced problem,but there's none.null=zero=0..i am searching for YOu all day long,but u seems so busy,so i just give a try--contact you,stalk you,anything..
but when you are there,u avoid me,why?why pple tend to avoid me?i've tried my best to reduce mistakes,im trying to be as happy as i can to minimize my stress,i really hope that YOU are the one who support me from the back,but up to today,u just successfully gave me 3 hazardous words,reminder,cautions which are obviously forcing me not to find u,depend on you,just give on you.ok..that is the 3rd one,i think thats enough for me already,pray for your happiness,goodluck in everything,assalam