today..so many things that hurts me..so i'm a bit down..
frankly speaking,i'm so sad lately,i've done such bad job.annoyed others,crying like crazy--deep inside ''who cares?'' no one cares..
i duno why,am i too disgusting in the eyes of YOU?i need someone to talk to,to share,to cry on when i've faced problem,but there's none.null=zero=0..i am searching for YOu all day long,but u seems so busy,so i just give a try--contact you,stalk you,anything..
but when you are there,u avoid me,why?why pple tend to avoid me?i've tried my best to reduce mistakes,im trying to be as happy as i can to minimize my stress,i really hope that YOU are the one who support me from the back,but up to today,u just successfully gave me 3 hazardous words,reminder,cautions which are obviously forcing me not to find u,depend on you,just give on you.ok..that is the 3rd one,i think thats enough for me already,pray for your happiness,goodluck in everything,assalam
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
the day amoy---- (my sweats = raining heavily )
20th Nov 2012 :
- 0800-0900 : Vector calculus quiz :O (pocket c)
- 0900-1200 : Lab o chem :p (run v4->blok4 )
- 1200-1300 : IS (amoy zz @@ )(pocket c)
- 1300-1345 : Solah at seri room O.O (v5)
- 1400-1600 : PCE lecture,interpret graph XD (blok5)
- 1600-1730 : Run to IRC to print front page of project,block4->5->4->3, meet dr,saibal =='
- 1900-1930 : Solah,buy food(s),v3 cafe-pavement :D
- 2100-2330 : Lab report,graph,scan graph :|(v4)
- 2330-0000 : Ironing,fold dry clothes :'| (v4)
..this is...normal day, on tuesday,better than thursday.. =.= .just imagine,I run here n there,I don't have car,moto,bike..walking n running is the only way :)
..each and every village abv. as (V1-V5) , IRC , blok (1-23) are all far apart..this may be the factor that I can lost my weight easily here..
oh, I thought myself is chicken :p
Saturday, November 17, 2012
now watching beautiful scenery of pocket C from Seri's room..
17th November 2012 :
17th November 2012 :
- 0230 : watching horror movies entitled' the tale of two sisters' with anne, XD
- 0400 : sleep @@
- 0650 : Subuh prayer
- 0720 : tweeting,fbking,laughing,bath
- 0850 : off to Caklempong replacement class
- played G.Anak & Sauwa
- 1100 : Caklempong slot @@
- 1300 : lunch XD
- 1350 : Zuhur prayer :)
- 1410 : Nap @@
- 1430 : off to seri's room (PCE project)
- 1700 : Asar prayer, blogging., XD
- 1800 : jogiing with seri XD
- 2100 : claim books n have dinner with those sarawakian :)
I miss Sarawak..see you in January,I'm going back,can't wait~ ^^
Friday, November 16, 2012
sometimes,i feel like i am the one who creates all the problems occurred.
people tend to find me when it is regarding homework tasks,assignments,n anything that they think benefit to them.i feel happy inside,but my moms said ''don't u feel like they don't even ask if u got problems?they just pretending that they care,but they din,if they did,why ur still crying n craving for me? ''...
i like it when u say ''are u okay amoy?u seems so sad''at least u recognize me.u ur so observant..i like it when,''sokay amoy,if u dowant to share,later if u find that ur so depressed,just give me a call..
if u feel like i am the want who obstruct u,just say it,but not loudly,send me a text,give me some signs,signs carries no meaning with avoiding me here,never create ur own war,ill try my best to solve it as u want.do treat others equally..
if u don't know anything,never interrupt,search for the real truth,once again,don't be arrogant as u can solve everything by ourselves, we are human,we need other living creatures to stand still here on earth,
p/s: i'm not alien..
Saturday, November 10, 2012
the list of things done n not yet done :
done from 4th - 11th nov:
basically,these few weeks bring me tiredness,as long as there are no holidays,means u are still in UTP. == .luckily im goin back tomorrow!wana meet mama,daddy n my beloved sistar especially as as they just arrived in KL on 6th,.super excited! (except mama,came earlier),this had successfully motivate me to undergo this scary couples weeks ever in UTP.
oppps,im writing in the sleepy mode,!why not,arrive UKM 1330 saturday,function ended,0000 sunday,off to UTP around 0100,reached UTP 0430,i miss my bed!ok,later cont with another events in my life,wanna sleep after finishing my laundry session,.~tatata @@
done from 4th - 11th nov:
- vc--vector calculus
- FF--fluid flow
- oc-- organic chemistry
- PCE-- principle of chemical engineering
- IS-- islamic studies
- Monday-- vc n FF submission of --assignment
- Tuesday-- oc lab report
- Wednesday-- test FF
- Thursday-- assignment oc n hysys in PCE
- Friday-- PCE test
- Saturday-- suppose caklempong assestment
- Sunday-- assignment IS *submit on monday 12th
- dance practice every night from 2030-0000
- pesta gamelan
- washing clothes
- update status *lalala
- dating *oops
- hang out frens
here,id like to emphasize,don't judge a book by its cover,really hate it! haha,in a sudden,watever,first of all,id like to thnks those who appreciate me as their frens bcoz of ull support towards me,im quite busy,i really need entertainment to cheer n freshen me up..so tired,aha (*insight,) to save time, i mean like for the preparations of tests n quizzes, i tend to have 2 packets of instance noodle.what the :O
|meals of the day (quiz,test)|
Thursday, November 1, 2012
STE R.I.P :)
its been so long i din write anything,its since august,n now its November,what a painful couple months,hate it
guess what,tis sem is the worst i think,i have so many things to do,then when is the free time?null,long sigh
i love be in the busy mode,but,its butt when u are hoping for smth good which can relieve u from those uneasy feelings,tiredness,boredom,stress,pain,everywhere,anywhere,pple will have their own way to release all that,
a month ago,i went to STE camp,i was so nervous,why not,its a camp,for me,any camp organised got several similar agenda to be conducted,got tortured,stayin up late,strict conductors,n so forth,ut is actually not!!heee,.like it!by the time i reached PD,i felt so happy,relax mode,im away from these n that thing,if u got wat i mean,loads of activities held,one of it is STE idol,should I post my singing vid?i dont think so! lol XD